Sorry bajingan for your troubles.Hi all I just want to vent my frustration a little bit
I just find myself unable to relate to civilian girls anymore
Civilian girls = non working girls/prostitute
I have been punting for a long time (prostitution is legal in where I live) I just finally realize that my punting has severely affect my ability to relate to civilian girls.
Anybody feel like this?
I've been chasing a civilian girl for 18 months now
And then today I drove her meet her BF.![]()
I have been married to the same woman for 36 years. I was 21 and she was 22 when we wed. We re were the "first" for each other, and have been completely true with full fidelity to each other ever since. Have five great kids and nine grandkids now.
If I were you, I would find a way to go somewhere, find someone who was not a prostitute, someone who you can completely trust...and who can completely trust you. But that is just my advise.
First and foremost, find and trust God in Heaven. Then, whatever you or she may have done in the past, can be forgiven and you can move forward together. That's what we had done before we ever found each other. It may sound quaint, or old fashioned, or "square" and boring...but it makes all the difference to your happiness and your future family and happiness in the many long years in front of you...and that is more important than some temporary fun now, or all of the money you could ever have.
Good luck and God bless.