Is this why they feel they have greater connection to God?
"Receipts"
Read an article about how war criminals of the past went to great lengths to hide their crimes. Not just war criminals but pretty much every sane criminal would do the same. It's pretty logical; there is a fear of being caught or it resurfacing against them in the future.
Schizophrenics often develop a notable symptom: lack of fear; which is also associated with aggressive psychopathy. It is observed also in the animal kingdom where rodents (who are innately fearful of cats) smell a particular molecule in feline urine repeatedly that induces schizophrenia; the rodents develop a lack of fear, standing brave and tall at the sight of a cat (for an easy meal).
When the tables are turned (inevitable), these receipts will be used in the Nuremburg Trials 2.0.